This is the first drawing
that I made after my father passed away. At the time, it was also
my very best and I drew it in a time of chaos when we had too
many people staying in our house and there was a certain air of
insecurity among my family.
Looking back, I distinctively remember celebrating
his life at his funeral. I hope he would have liked my speech
about him, because although I felt like crying myself, it was
my goal to make his family and friends remember the good things
about him.
I love my father, and I still dream about
him very often and wake up thinking that he is still alive. I
would like to say that I have no regrets, but we all have regrets
when a person who is very close passes away, and that is only
a part of being human.
Sometimes I think that my work is very trivial
given the scope of life and that perhaps I am deluded into thinking
that it is more important than it really is to defend any doubts
that I have.
There are a lot of important things in
this world, but I know that if given the opportunity, my dream
is to be helping to make people happy with my characters and my
stories, even if for only a while. I know that if I can do at
least that, I would have lived a worthwhile life.
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